Actor Patrick Swayze has been fighting stage 4 pancreatic cancer for a year now. So he finally sat down with Barbara Walters for an exclusive interview to tell all he has been through and his hopes for the future.

Patrick admits he was scared and angry when he was told about his diagnosis: “Yeah, I’m scared. Yeah, I’m angry. Yeah, I’m asking: ‘Why me?’” Despite all he has been through he still hasn’t lost hope for a cure. The cruel reality is that Patrick knows he might only have 2 more years to live.

Patrick says: “Five years is pretty wishful thinking. Two years seems likely if you’re going to believe statistics. I want to last until they find a cure, which means I’d better get a fire under it.”

He also confessed to Barbara Walters he will do anything to beat cancer from New Age crystals, pilgrimages to Red Indian healing grounds and remedies. We do hope Patrick can find what he is looking for… there is still hope!! Even if his chances are slim, there’s always the possibility of a miracle and he is holding on to that!

Watch Patrick Swayze’s Exclusive Barbara Walters Interview Below