Actress Nicole Kidman bares all and shocks us all with confessions of love and kinky sexual experiences in the latest issue of British GQ Magazine (December 2009). WOW, Nicole, the super hot sexy vixen, came out of the closet in this interview, revealing some intimate details of her life and marriage to actor Tom Cruise and country star Keith Urban.

The 42 year-old confessed to have experienced different types of love emotionally and physically. “I’ve explored obsession. I’ve explored loss and love in terms of being in a grief-stricken place, I’ve explored strange sexual fetish stuff, I’ve explored the mundane aspect of marriage, and monogamy,” Nicole said. GASP!

On her marriage to Keith, the actress says it is a work in progress. “You work on it. It’s a very extraordinary, adventurous place to be: incredibly raw, incredibly dangerous and you’re very much out at sea. You’re exposed. You could drown. When you commit to someone like that, you live and die together by that decision.” A bit dramatic, isn’t she?

Nicole finally admitted that her marriage to Tom Cruise opened doors for her: “I became famous very young. I became very famous because I was the wife of somebody. I did a lot of good, worthwhile work in Australia between the ages of 14 and 19 and then I married someone famous. And really, despite the huge profile that brought to me, I was still finding my feet.

“I know my agents at the time were like ‘Do not get married! It will ruin your career!’ and I was like ‘But I’m in love’. All I know is that I wasn’t someone interested in fame. And that’s not why I got married. I wanted to work with people who intrigued me,” Nicole added.

Nicole also confessed to have burn all her private diaries she kept during her years with Tom after she remarried because there are some things she would not want to become public and she prefers to honor that marriage for what it is. Nicole and Tom have two adopted children, Connor Anthony and Isabella Jane, and Nicole also has a 1 year-old daughter Sunday Rose with her husband Keith.

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