Oscar-winning actress Sandra Bullock is going through a very difficult time after learning that her husband of almost five years, Jesse James, has been cheating on her with several very trashy, skanky women for a long time. The 45 year-old, who is a very private person, has been reportedly keeping a diary to channel all her frustration and anger into writing.

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“Sandy has suffered one of the most public and heart-wrenching betrayals imaginable, and she’s experiencing everything from complete shock to grief to incredible anger and humiliation,” one pal tells OK!. “She just cannot believe she fell for a man who turned out to be a monster. The diary is allowing her to vent all her emotions.”

Sandra’s diary might one day turn into a sensational tell-all, which would be like the ultimate betrayal for Jesse James. He deserves it! However, we do not believe Sandra will ever do such thing! And she won’t do it because her privacy is way too precious for her.

Sandra didn’t file for divorce yet because she is trying to work out an amicable deal with Jesse to secure her/their privacy. “She wants to tie up loose ends with Jesse so the divorce is as quick and painless as possible. She wants to make sure when they divorce he won’t discuss their relationship publicly,” a source told RadarOnline.

Jesse is still hoping they can save their marriage and get back together in the near future but after the horrible public humiliation Sandra was subjected to, there’s no turning back! Sandra is not another cute ex-model with a non-existing career like Elin Nordegren. She is one of Hollywood’s most beautiful and admired leading ladies and Oscar winner! Jesse James, goodbye!

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