Actress Demi Moore, who recently filed for divorce from her husband Ashton Kutcher, sat with one of her best friends, Amanda de Cadenet, for an intimate and honest interview for the latest issue of Harperâ€™s Bazaar (February 2012).
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In the interview, the 49 year-old basically threw a pity party for herself, talking about her body image issues, insecurities, feelings of abandonment and underlying fear that she is simply not lovable.
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Demi confessed, “I would say what scares me is that I’m going to ultimately find out at the end of my life that I’m really not lovable, that I’m not worthy of being loved. That there’s something fundamentally wrong with me… that I wasn’t wanted here in the first place.”
On the other hand, Demi seems to be positive that she can finally find herself, accept who she is and who knows even find true love. Meanwhile, I do believe Demi is still looking for her own â€œfreedom.â€
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“Letting go of the outcome. Truly being in the moment. Not reflecting on the past. Not projecting into the future. That’s freedom. Not caring more about what other people think than what you think. That’s freedom.”
Here are a few more highlights of Demi Mooreâ€™s interview for Harperâ€™s Bazaar:
On her body: “I have had a love-hate relationship with my body. When I’m at the greatest odds with my body, it’s usually because I feel my body’s betraying me, whether that’s been in the past, struggling with my weight and feeling that I couldn’t eat what I wanted to eat, or that I couldn’t get my body to do what I wanted it to do.”
On her guilty pleasure: “Watching Jersey Shore, because it’s such a train wreck. It’s excessive behavior being rewarded, which in truth is painful to watch, but you just can’t look away!”
On feelings on abandonment: “I used to think that what scared me was the idea of being abandoned until someone said to me, ‘Only children can be abandoned. Adults can’t be abandoned because we have a choice. Children don’t have a choice.’ So I started to rethink. ‘Okay, it’s not that. What’s the underlying thread that really scares me?’ I think what scares me is not having the courage to reach my full potential.”
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